Assalamualaikum .
I woke up .I shed my tears . iwoke up then
I shed my tears .then over and over. are you crying ?
No .u're not crying but dissapointed .
I have no one to listen to me here .no one .
I cried .
Had mny friends but they got their own life too .
I be the bottom in my class .
I know i'm the loser because I'm always give up for anything
that I do .
This is not my pathway . but iknow this will be .
This is my fate to be in here . Allah has planned the best .what
I'm hoping nw is ,I could bear all this ! Ya Allah .why i'm low ?
Even ican't expressed my feeling evertime i'm feeling blue,
I'll never fall for that part .I mean ,having the
'Specialfriend is not my way .
4flat? hm .
assalamualaikum . tired . hard times .
Assalamualaikum .
Annyeonghaseyo . Alhamdulillah . Hi june :) new month , new journey . I'm officially kmns student . Kmns ? Kolej matrikulasi negeri sembilan . Matrik je ? Why JE ? Matrik pun boleehh . Belajar jugak kn . Jgn je . Budak matrik hebat2 tau . Serious talk .
Nak buat keputusan nk masuk sini pun beribu2 kali pikir . Bukan bnde snang . Masuk matrik susah ke ? Habes kalau masuk u senang ? Ehh ?
Jgn ckp matrik susah . Sebb ape susah ? Sebb kne struggle ? Hm . Tulah . Tp kalau u xkne struggle ke ? X ke sama eah? . Ckp tu mcm exstudent yg dah dpat empat rata je .
aku baru habes orientasi . Not bad . Nothing's weird . Normal . This Monday start class . Bismillah .
I got dormates yg baek2 . Alhamdulillah . Malas lar nak cite . Td dah type panjg2 tp dh terdelete -.-' . Sorry ys ye . Oklar . Kol 10 lebih dah . Sleepy . Tido dlu ys . Nite !
I miss everything . Everything . Tp nielah pengorbanan paling besar . Peranan kita sebagai khalifah Allah , utk mncari ilmuNya. We had to leave everthing to get something.. InsyaAllah semoga Allah meredhai . Aminn..
Assalamualaikum .
haush haush haush . Alhamdulillah . done puasa sunat 1st Rejab today . smoga Allah terima segala amalan . byak dugaan . tapi tulah dugaan Allah nak bagi aku banyakkan bersabar :) one thing that i didn't tell my mom about today .
i just stepped into a Haji's shop . sold papers and other stuffs . i don't have any idea what i'm gonna buy that time . erh . just took away KLIK and paid . i used 100 sheet ( just bank out , to bank in for amin's stuffs ) so nak balance duit kecik lah . nak tukar duit je sebenarnya tapi aku nie malu nak pakai tukar duit tanpa beli apa2 mcamtu . ( sombong gila ) . xkire lar kdai sape pun . then , he gave balance .
aku ambik TANPA CHECK . hah . tu diaa . pengajaran . terus letak dlm purse then blah macamtu je . * pakcik tu tido time aku nk bayar kt kaunter * +.+ * apakah ? * aku yg kena kejutkan pulak .
after g print , (print x print) file lam pendrive xleh buke , g beli topup plak . bgus plak mase tu aku check balance . nasib bg betul . aku g maybank plak . nak g bank in . hahh . masa tu lah baru aku sedar, i lost RM50 . lol . gila . 50 kottt . * scream to death * sweat not swag . cari punye cari . xde . hah dah sah . pakcik td tu dah salah bg balance .
aku pun cepat2 pegi kt pakcik tu balik . nasib dekat je . sebelah menyebelah je . selajur . lol
aku pun ngn nervous bgtau kt pakcik tu . aku tanya ingat x aku ? ingat x bg balance berapa td ? lol .
dye meggeleng2 tanpa hangguk . 'sakit hati saya pakcik' . dye kata kalau time tu jugak mungkin dia bagi .
i just go with sakit hati and shed my tears :') lol .
so besok pulak lah kena bank in . maidam pom tutup . purse jatuh longkng . haaa tu lah dugaan :')
about matriculation . i asked kak niema , my senior . lol . Alhamdulillah . thank you for your advises and tips.
InsyaAllah kena ingat . hehe . thank you sis ...
