Assalamualaikum .

Alhamdulillah . Syukur kehadrat Ilahi . Semester 4 passed .
How can i describe with a word how grateful i am for the past result :( i thought that i couldn't make it as my carry marks was somewhat got me in flustered . yeah, that was the power of du'a . remember, no matter how difficult, grueling the thing that we had to face, impossible is nothing . give our efforts and keep du'a . :) Allahu . And what touched me, when one of my lil sisters texted me on how grateful she was when she got the result that day :'( that was not because of me . but her . her efforts and everything ! proud of you sis :'(



(Ver 36) (Hadith 40 Imam Nawawi)
It was related on the authority of Abu Hurairah, radiyallahu ‘anhu, that the Prophet, , said:

“Whosoever relieves from a believer some grief pertaining to this world, Allah will relieve from him some grief pertaining to the Hereafter. Whosoever alleviates the difficulties of a needy person who cannot pay his debt, Allah will alleviate his difficulties in both this world and the Hereafter. Whosoever conceals the faults of a Muslim, Allah will conceal his faults in this world and the Hereafter. Allah will aid a servant (of His) so long as the servant aids his brother. Whosoever follows a path to seek knowledge therein, Allah will make easy for him a path to Paradise. No people gather together in one of the houses of Allah, reciting the Book of Allah and studying it among themselves, except that tranquillity descends upon them, mercy covers them, the angels surround them, and Allah makes mention of them amongst those who are in His presence. Whosoever is slowed down by his deeds will not be hastened forward by his lineage.”

[Muslim]

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Am always being trapped in a family problem ... where ... forget it . I've done enough .

This is just a throwback confession . I found diaries and books in my room ! That was like 10 years ago hahahaha

Love to read this guy's story because i got someone that got similar looks like him . Maybe i can say just a lil like aliff . His name was Arshad . I bet people didnt remember him anymore . Seriously i did not remember what was happening . The person that were close to me before , all gone during i was in the high school . Honestly , i did not remember what was the relationship between me and arshad . I bet i was his sister then . He got heart for Sumayyah till he broke his arms . He broke windows in class . Haih what a childish . Hehe
I still remember he took care of me as his sister . I just like him how the way he treated me . (That was before) He wrote me his fav number . 7337 and i still remember that num till now . I don't miss him but i wonder where is he now ? 🤔🤔



Allahu . Cakap pasal masa lalu , jahilnya Ya Allah . Macam2 yg jadi . Tp sebb masa lalu lah , hati kita didetik, utk baiki diri daripada kesilapan yg telah kita lakukan . Allah Maha Pengampun . Teruskan beristiqamah . 

Semakin jauh kita berjalan , semakin luas pandangan yg kita dapat . Ini bukan soal gambar siapa paling lawa ,gambar siapa paling hipster and siapa paling kaya, tp yg point yg perlu kita kutip tu ialah how far pengalaman yg kita dapat . For instance , haritu , kt Jakarta . Takde apa sangat pun yg lawa . Tp yg penting , pengalaman travel backpacking bersama kawan sendiri tu ada . Tu salah satu yg dpat . Cara hidup diorang . Haritu jalan kt diorang punya monumen . Ada satu surau . Tak singgah pun . Kbetulan lalu masa tu . So we just could see from far how they performed their solat . Hmm . Biasalah lain tempat lain cara dia kan . Mcm2 jenis dorang solat and yg kinda blur sket bila dinding dia tu just cermin yg boleh bagi orang awam nampak kita buat apa kt dlm tu . Tempat perempuan solat kan , so x elok la mcamtu kan . We can see that how the management of people there .

Travelling kita kena tahu , tujuan apa kita nk travel . Yah nowadays orang just pegi utk ambik gambar je kat mana2 pun . Kt cafe hipster , tempat unik , or else kat mana2 . I have my dreams to be in Korea too . Not being tooooo show off tp that was my dream since before . Kalau xsempat ambik gambar utk show off idc as long as i can be in that place . Betulkan xsemua kebahagian boleh dikongsi dengan orang lain sebb benda yg kita rasa tu xboleh buat orang lain rasa mcm kita .

So , hanya mampu berusaha , saving and doa in sha Allah one day the dreams will come true . Amin . Ayuh !

 "Sesungguhnya solat itu adalah satu ketetapan yang diwajibkan atas orang-orang yang beriman, yang tertentu waktunya." - An-Nisa':103



Susahnya nak hilangkan tabiat suka melambatkan solat . Allahu . Susah .
Kamu ? Okay ? Kalau okay Alhamdulillah .
Solat lambat . Kadangnya sempat kadangnya jd rushing sampai tiada khusyuk . Paling teruk, sampai tertinggal . Huh !
Dimana kesempurnaan solat kita ? Dimana kelazatan ibadah kita bila solat pun kita tidak utamakan..

Then that day i searched on how to fix this bad attitude . jadi dapat saya jumpa serba sedikit info . In sha Allah sama2 kita cuba untuk ubah cara ibadah kita ke arah yang lebih baik iaitu cuba untuk solat di awal waktu :)
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1. Solat is our priority, remember.

First and foremost, kena sentiasa ingat , yang kita ni hamba Allah yang lemah . Sebagai hamba, kita mahukan yang terbaik untuk ibadah kita . Jadi, kena tetapkan dalam diri, walau apa jua yang kita lakukan, SOLAT perlulah didahulukan . For instance, when you heard adhan dhuhr while you are doing your assignment, stop for awhile, terus ambik wudu’ untuk tunaikan solat . Ignore other people yang like, “Lek ah . Awalnya semayang” . Its okay . Lama lama bila kita istiqamah macamtu, kawan kawan kita pun akan ikut kita sama . See ! kan kita boleh drag orang lain solat di awl waktu jugak ? ;)
thats kalau kat kolej kan . yang susahnya bila kat rumah . Allahu hanya Allah yang tahu . Berat macam ada 100kg bebanan di bahu :( jadi , kat rumah pun, biasakan diri, bila tengok azan kat tv, cepat2 ambik wudu’ , solat . Tinggal lah cerita / drama / kpop sekejap . Ibadah dulu . then, lepastu nak sambung, sambunglah ! :D Boleh ?

2. Set your alarm if possible !

There are so many apps that can help us to be a better muslim/muslimah . i mean better here is like , having an adhan reminder, dua’ , zikr, al-quran and sort of things in our phone . It’s no use if beli yang mahal2 but with no ‘functions’ . so, if you’re the kind of nyanyuk person (deserved to be called that sebb selalu solat lambat :( ) , install apps yang boleh remind kita like , “WAKTU SOLAT , SOLAT SEKARANG !” ada ke eh ? hehe takpe , cari la . Beribu2 apps kot . My current apps since before still guna MuslimPro yang Alhamdulillah trusted well . Setiap kali masuk waktu, we can set to adhan or just beep sound , up to you . not only adhan tau . ada zikr, asma ulhusna, dua’, qiblat, tasbih, and many more . and yang paling best, dia ada certain time, notified us suruh kita baca ayat Quran yang tertentu . For example, “Have you say Alhamdulillah today?” Allahu .
So , what is your excuse not to pray to Allah ?

3. Be friend with the one that always punctual (almost)

so, who’s your friend ? yeah mungkin kita tahu yang kita imannya masih goyah untuk beristqamah dalam sesuatu perkara, ask your friend or someone yang boleh pimpin kamu (ke syurga) untuk solat di awal waktu . Follow her . Mungkin dia diberi kelebihan setiap kali adhan, dia akan cepat2 bersiap untuk menunaikan solat . Kita juga akan jadi macamtu bila dibiasakan lama kelamaan . yang penting IKHLAS :)

4. Put notes on your table .

If some quotes can motivates you, why not some hadith about SOLAT ? Nak seribu daya, xnak seribu dalih . Selalunya kita duk asyik buat kerja, kekadang terbaca juga kan benda yang tertampal di meja kita . Jadi, jadikan hadith2 atau kata2 yang ditulis tersebut sebagai semngat kita untuk beribadah .

5. Don’t be a lengah2 one . NO 

It is a common for us suka melengahkan kerja kan . But please don’t untuk solat . “Kejap lagi lah. Sempat lagi kot. Balik nanti lah solat. Tunggu siap kerja.” and banyak lagi alasan yang taknak bagi kita solat awal2 . tenang tak kalau masih tak solat nak buat kerja ? mesti rasa something tertinggal . ada yang sampai lengah2 , tak sempat nak solat , dah masuk waktu lain (pernah je) :( Allahu . Manusia . Jangan jadi lengah . Ingat, jadi orang yang bertanggungjwab. Amanah kita , kena jaga solat di 5 waktu . Jangan main cukup solat je . Kesempurnaan pun kena jaga juga !

I just have 5 points to share more or less. we try our best to get to close to Allah .

pernah selalu dengar tak ,

“Nak Allah cepat tunaikan dua’ kita, tapi solat lambat2. Cemana ?”

Hm. Tepuk dada, tanya iman kita ya .

More on the next entry in sha Allah . Thanks for reading !

Wassalam .

i'll come when i'm ready :) final now ! May Allah ease <3

Assalamualaikum . Happy Eid Aidiladha everyone ! :)
Exam is around the corner, tho.

Assalamualaikum.

Still in front of my lappy and doing research about Oculus Rift . Hi ys ! how are you ? it's quite long but not too long i didn't come here . Too much work to do and too busy to handle everything. Can be frustrated sometimes when you have to handle multiple things at one time. What can i do. That's life. Next week would be the last week before eid. Too much work too much pressure. so i hope everyone can take care of their health !

(hardships)

Assalamualaikum . 28 Ramadhan 

Haritu dh smggu sakit ni menyinggah . Teruk jugak la nasib xpitam kt kedai . All alone masa tu tp Allah tlong ,  sempat capai pintu kereta . Masuk dan rehat bagi reda kepeningan pusing2 macam naik eyes on malaysia versi time lapse . Xlama bnda tu mungkin 2bulan yg lepas ? Xsgka jd pulak masa ni 😔 ya Allah . Ujian dari Nya . Sakit tak tertahan tp gagahkan diri jgk . Nk mkan tp sebb kepala pusing nk pengsan , jd hilang selera . Masa smggu sblom ni xboleh mkn nasik . Boleh mkn nasi air je . Muntah byk kali . Kepala jgn ckp la sakit . Menangis mcm mana lagi kan . Allah . Ujian 😭 

Ni dh nk masuk 3hari sakit perut mnyinggah utk bulan ni . Biasa lah normal . Selalu je sakit perut . Kali ni xpergi klinik lagi sebb dh tahu doc akn bagi ubat gastrik wrna putih tu je . Dh smggu kdg sakit tu hilang sndri . 
Ad skali tu pergi kt kecemasan . Bagi panadol then inject . Ya Allah masa tu xtau nk rasa . Sakit kepala nk pgsan after injection 😭 
Ad skali jgk sakit tu lain mcm smpai xleh nak nafas . Semput . Smpai xleh tdo . Sedih sgt sebb masa tu ad kt kolej . Xde sapa nk tlong . Kalau kt umah , memg mak kita yg akn tlong bagi mkn ubat apa sgala . Sayu jgk tp Alhamdulillah benda tu xberpanjangan . Rupanya sebb aku makan terung . Gulai terung mak favorite aku kot . Lepas tu , dh xmkn terung . Masa tu aku pkir , aku kena cari hospital nk operate aku punya lung takut sempit . Risau punya pasal . 
Skali dlu aku pernah mkn labu . Sakit pinggang . Terbayang masa tu aku dh bakal xnormal 😭 ya Allah baru aku tahu erti bersyukur . Nikmat Allah itu besar . After several days jgk lah nk hilang . Alhamdulillah lepas tu dh xde . 
I suffered this gastric thing since secondary school / primary . So , memg xboleh nk buat unless bukan gastric . Sakit dia hanya Allah yg tahu . And for the gastric sufferer too , they should know . I dk if this kind of pain is not too much for them but for me , it's really hurt . 

So my advice , take care of your tummy ! Sgt2 penting . Makan jgn pernah tinggal . Especially sarapan . Bila dh sakit , dh xboleh nk patah balik . Prevention is better than cure . Well said . Jgn nk diet sgt ! Please ! Diet dgn cara yg betul . Mkn , jangan smpai xmkn . Aku dlu masa secondary school everyday aku skip mkn . Lama aku buat mcm tu . Starting that point aku rasa aku selesa tnpa pkir effect . Lama2 memg padah la . Think of your health . Jgn selfish nk pkir kurus je . Your health is the most essential among everything . Aku selalu je nasihat kwn2 aku yg nk kurus smpai xmkn nasik 2-3 mggu . Ya Allah , berbuih kot . Tp biarlah . They know themselves better . I dont have any rights to force tho . Atleast i tried . 

Love your tummy , don't skip meals . 

Selamat Hari Raya ! 

Assalamualaikum.

Just start my 4th semester . Allah . assignments a lot and have to study early from lecturer . have to do mind map on the spot and quizzes etc . quite cannot brain coz i'm the type who's cannot brain on the spot and cannot pickup that fast . by hook or by crook, i have to do this ! one year to go . in sha Allah .

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So hurts . This is my second time i lost my cats that were truly my bff and my beloved pets all the ways . I'm so weak . The person that mybe had been through this kind of lost could feel what i feel rn . 
I couldn't control the tears that flew on my cheeks . I just mesmerized by my own life with the beloved cats all this time . I didn't caged them of course as i gave them freedom . I just need them to lean my head and a friend to play with cause i don't have any friends at home exc my parents . 

I love my cats . 
But it hurts me when they gone . 

I miss you when i can't sleep , black . 
I couldn't get to get lots of pictures of you before you go :( 



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Assalamualaikum . 
                 

Assalamualaikum .

so hari ni just wanna share one of beautiful kdramas that has been a 'MUST WATCH' kdrama globally. It is sooooo cool right when people are together sharing the same interest by different countries. Good job for Korean Dramas ! Chukae

so what is the drama ?
TADAAAA ....






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