I woke up .I shed my tears . iwoke up then 

I shed my tears .then over and over. are you crying ?

No .u're not crying but dissapointed .

I have no one to listen to me here .no one . 

I cried . 

Had mny friends but they got their own life too .

I be the bottom in my class . 

I know i'm the loser because I'm always give up for anything

that I do . 

This is not my pathway . but iknow this will be .

This is my fate to be in here . Allah has planned the best .what 

I'm hoping nw is ,I could bear all this ! Ya Allah .why i'm low ?

Even ican't expressed my feeling evertime i'm feeling blue,

I'll never fall for that part .I mean ,having the 

'Specialfriend is not my way . 

4flat? hm .