Assalamualaikum. 

Just a short weekend at home . Alhamdulillah there's no practice for this weekend for sure . CNY though. At least well-spent time with family . 

What a hectic week . Next week too . Exhausted as well as i got a brass band practice during the evening . and night .

I refused to join the upcoming show at first . but i got a discussion with this one commander and she really2 wanted me to join up the show for some reason. my heart hurt a bit as i didnt want to disappoint both my family neither my friends . what can i do ? i lost and i was in a bit confused which decision should i choose but at last i say YES to that commander . what to do ? i got no choice . 

i hope that thing will never dragged me to hell anymore . please let my past will be my great lessons in future. 

btw i hate seniority schemes. sangat . what a life kan .