I got some support from my own by thinking that I could go further, to achieve my dreams, to study outside of the country. yes, sincerely. I studied hard last year, thinking of my parents, family, school and myself, my dream. but, Allah knows the best, I continued my study here, stay in Malaysia, at the same place. My thought said no, but Allah says yes. Who will deny it when Allah said that the things that you love, will not supposedly you get, but the things that you hate will you get instead. Allah, my heart. Why couldn't I hide my feeling? I couldn’t say that I was strong because I was so hurt. I’m in pain. I told people that I was okay. I told people that I could face it. But no one knows how long I could bear it? did you see my tears? no one sees it. My heart was broken, no one asked. Because? I’m going through all my own.

For my friends who were going thru with me all those time, I appreciated it a lot. I love you.