Assalamualaikum.
This video was made last year. That was when my face was still okay, not too bad. Hehe. Here is the video. That product was Desi Damayanti.
Assalamualaikum.
Well, I've passed my SEMESTER 3 of degree ! Ya Allah , ya Allah . I couldn't describe how was the feeling. You know, i expressed my thoughts, struggles (never stated), sadness, stress, and everything but Allah made it possible. I know, i would say this. That was not only my struggles, but also from the blessing by the people around me such as parents, lecturers and friends. It was not possible if i say that, it came just by myself alone. Ya Allah, i heard that this semester will be more challenging. Ya Allah, how i survived last semester, was so hurt . May You help me to be strong !!!!
Well, I've passed my SEMESTER 3 of degree ! Ya Allah , ya Allah . I couldn't describe how was the feeling. You know, i expressed my thoughts, struggles (never stated), sadness, stress, and everything but Allah made it possible. I know, i would say this. That was not only my struggles, but also from the blessing by the people around me such as parents, lecturers and friends. It was not possible if i say that, it came just by myself alone. Ya Allah, i heard that this semester will be more challenging. Ya Allah, how i survived last semester, was so hurt . May You help me to be strong !!!!
12/02/2018
Seems like it has been so long that i didnt upload selfies to my social media. Quite so long compared to my diploma phase.
Here’s the story i wanna share about her.
She used to have a lot of selfies with different styles even tho she had a quite of flaws (on her face). She was not in a better place after all ? She still had lots of flaws on her face. She still didnt want to live that way coz she thought that she could be better. Well you know, being flawless without scars ? She tried another products to enhance her skin. But remember guys, once action did, forever it remains. The products she used were quite suitable for her (better than before). Much better she said. Then it became disaster ever in her life. Her skin became itchy coz she used aloe (not sure because of aloe). She changed her skincare , cleanser from cetaphil to another (like 2 cleansers before disaster). She used cream from himalaya as well like the cleanser. After that, her skin started to pop up some of tiny bumps. Itchy. She tried to put some lemon on her face. She tried to put baking soda , then apple cider vinegar (heol, all acidic). After a few days, her skin became worst. The tiny bumps were starting to ask their friends along. The marks became clearer (not faded but clearer to see). She became panicked and began to lose her confident so bad. It was awful that time , when she had lots of presentation and class activities to finish. It was communication with people, well you understand right ? She cried and she almost had a mental breakdown. She stressed out (it was bad that making the skin problem became worst). Then without thinking, she decided to seek for a dermatologist nearby. She consumed medicines (antibiotic) and she has been told that she need more than 6 months to see any changes. (Heol, kidding me?!). Well, thats how she survived now. It has been 3months now. How fast things happened with that face. Within a month ? 2017 in 2017.
Please
stay grateful for your skin whatever it is. Your skin is your asset.
Don’t make stupid actions that will ruin your skin hence your life will
be ruined. Stay patient. There will be a light, one day. ( i hope).
Stay pretty to the pretty out there.
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Alhamdulillah. For several months, there are a few of my close friends told me about the condition of my skin. Atleast they got better. Allahu, I am so grateful even though i am not fully recovered. But Allah helped me to improve some of confidence. Even not too much, but i hope it'll get better.
22/03/2018
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21/04/2018
SUNLIGHT HELPS ME !
Seems like it has been so long that i didnt upload selfies to my social media. Quite so long compared to my diploma phase.
She used to have a lot of selfies with different styles even tho she had a quite of flaws (on her face). She was not in a better place after all ? She still had lots of flaws on her face. She still didnt want to live that way coz she thought that she could be better. Well you know, being flawless without scars ? She tried another products to enhance her skin. But remember guys, once action did, forever it remains. The products she used were quite suitable for her (better than before). Much better she said. Then it became disaster ever in her life. Her skin became itchy coz she used aloe (not sure because of aloe). She changed her skincare , cleanser from cetaphil to another (like 2 cleansers before disaster). She used cream from himalaya as well like the cleanser. After that, her skin started to pop up some of tiny bumps. Itchy. She tried to put some lemon on her face. She tried to put baking soda , then apple cider vinegar (heol, all acidic). After a few days, her skin became worst. The tiny bumps were starting to ask their friends along. The marks became clearer (not faded but clearer to see). She became panicked and began to lose her confident so bad. It was awful that time , when she had lots of presentation and class activities to finish. It was communication with people, well you understand right ? She cried and she almost had a mental breakdown. She stressed out (it was bad that making the skin problem became worst). Then without thinking, she decided to seek for a dermatologist nearby. She consumed medicines (antibiotic) and she has been told that she need more than 6 months to see any changes. (Heol, kidding me?!). Well, thats how she survived now. It has been 3months now. How fast things happened with that face. Within a month ? 2017 in 2017.
Stay pretty to the pretty out there.
UPDATED
Alhamdulillah. For several months, there are a few of my close friends told me about the condition of my skin. Atleast they got better. Allahu, I am so grateful even though i am not fully recovered. But Allah helped me to improve some of confidence. Even not too much, but i hope it'll get better.
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21/04/2018
I got some support from my own by thinking that I could go further, to achieve my dreams, to study outside of the country. yes, sincerely. I studied hard last year, thinking of my parents, family, school and myself, my dream. but, Allah knows the best, I continued my study here, stay in Malaysia, at the same place. My thought said no, but Allah says yes. Who will deny it when Allah said that the things that you love, will not supposedly you get, but the things that you hate will you get instead. Allah, my heart. Why couldn't I hide my feeling? I couldn’t say that I was strong because I was so hurt. I’m in pain. I told people that I was okay. I told people that I could face it. But no one knows how long I could bear it? did you see my tears? no one sees it. My heart was broken, no one asked. Because? I’m going through all my own.
For my friends who were going thru with me all those time, I appreciated it a lot. I love you.
For my friends who were going thru with me all those time, I appreciated it a lot. I love you.
it hurts.
everywhere.
i'm speechless.
Assalamualaikum.
Here's my first writing after i stepped my life through this phase. Information System Management, IS (Hons.) . What a great name huh :)
My class is D1IM2453A. Only consist of 28. Only one class. Balanced, boys and girls.
First things come difficult. I hope that i can handle all these. I need to take 9 subjects for this semester. Quite tough and real tough btw. But i need to face it by hook or by crook.
Challenges. I need to bear this. I need to achieve my goals.
To strengthen my desires, i need to think about family, and myself. And ofcourse, thinking about the rewards after trying so hard, will be paid off. Just wait and wait. Insha Allah lilla hita'ala. May Allah ease everything.
