Assalamualaikum .

First and foremost , congrates to my abg and kak rai for their big surprise !! Alhamdulillah . 5weeks baby . so happy and cannot wait for the baby born :D meow2 . goodbye lar soon for ontet and kak chek . hehe . our hopes, take care and never do too much heavy things keh ;) weloveyouboth . lailan saidan (:

Ohhhh ??? realllyyy ??

Shocking shocking shocking ! gaaah .. i just got an information bout the date of my result , it's 20 March 2013 ! subhanallah . it's really around the corner right ? really really the ... my heartbeat increases ! my body keep shivering ! and my blood also increases ! errr , soo2 nervous and get scarier than i thought . well . can be seen here , if i'm confident with my effort , i don't have to fear or something to think a lot about my result soon , is it ? well , exactly i'm weak . hmm . no need too much tensed right . we do the best , tried the best to get the best , and now we only can keep hope , hope and hope . tawakal pada Allah s.w.t . kita merancang, Allah menentukan bukan ? Allah the rest . but it's still . sape tak takut kan ? the result yang menentukan kat mana kita nanti , well bg aku not toooo much pada masa depan . ade je orang berjaya kebabom even tak masuk U even overseas bagai . well tulah orang kate , rezeki daripada Allah . 'Tuah ayam nmpak kat kaki, tapi manusia kita xthu' , soo semua atas rezeki . kalau kita nak , insyaAllah kita dapat dengan adenye usaha . and now , kita nak tengok dulu apa hasil kita selepas kita berhempas pulas study abes duet sume for 5years niee . berbaloi atau tak ? hanya dua options . YES or NO ? depends (: tapi ofcourselah . no one hopes for disappointment right ? sume nak happy and rasa memang tak sia2 lar belajar and get the best best ever result for their spm . no worries for me pls . mak aihh siyess aku takot . *sigh*

hmmmm ... worrieesss :'(

 big award for my parents as well . Ya Allah , we never lose hope to keep du'a . du'a and du'a , to give the best for us #Batch35 and all 2012spmcandidates . ameen . :') tawakal je skrg nie kan ? for you guys my 35 , hope we can give our sesmacikgu really wide and awesome smile and laughter this 20March . ameen (: takpelah sebulan dari sekarang pom, yang penting sama2 nak ingatkan . kita ade Allah yang always listens for our wants . keep du'a and tawakal . :') see you for the next entry . lailan saidan . salam semua (:

Assalamualaikum .

Alhamdulillah Allah gave me a strength strength today to write even just a little bit bit tiny tiny about me, myself , and my own . i've read an article from this girl . Allah servant and she is very lucky to get a special and better education than anyone else . a girl . Can u imagine that, a girl in a very beginning stage can talk about Islam more than adults can do ? can u feel the shame as i am ? is it ? no, i mean , she is very young compared to others muslimah or muslims who spread dakwah . well, its obviously once in a blue moon to find this kind of girl . actually, i was recommended by my sahabat to this girl, if u wanna know the details, just visit her blog or twitter or facebook or her video . she used v-log to share ilmu with others :) just click here . http://aisyahshakirah.blogspot.com/

Well honestly, i feel so ashamed and sooo weak compared to her . seriously, my heart hurt so much whenever i'm trying to compare myself with others . :'( Ya Allah , i didn't blame anyone . i wish to be like the other muslimah that can share her ilmu to others . But, i'm still in my own world and still learning about everything . well, i think that i should be myself and the ilmu that i learnt just be enough for myself in need . atleast . *sigh* . just be cool and try to save all the ilmu that i get , rite . insyaAllah .

Guys , whos still studying, stop thinking about your man or commonly as u called your will be imam for your future pls ? . well, that is my opinion as i still can bear and prevent myself from those thing now . who knows tomorrow or tomorrow then i will get myself into that thing suddenly? so, thats y i can't talk too much rite?. i'm just wanna remind you guys, the outsiders about this LOVE thing . im surely 100% you know all this thing . so, no point im gonna waste my time to give my nonsense opinion more rite ? :P eh eh . what is this ? seriously seriously seriously ! frustrated made me down and as u can see, nonsense , miserable and ridiculousness ! :'(

well i have my own problem too . i feel sad and blaming myself for my weakness :'( nobody can understand me except Allah . i praised to Him as he gave me a very beautiful gift named 'mother' . Alhamdulillah . even though i weak, He gave me strength :') Thank You Allah

Alhamdulillah . Heeelo ! ihik ! *owoh gedik nye!* Well, arie nie dah 26January . Mareng 25 kan ? Alhamdulillah akhirnya dapat jugak lepas rindu kat budak2 tu :') seriously i'm totally happy to see them . Eventhough arie tu dah jumpe Maya, Chek and Sa, tapi rindu kt diorg tu xpenah nak berkurang . Huhu . Biaselah kan . Bukan berkawan baru 5hari , but obviously hampir nak 6tahun kot :') heh ?

Oke, mareng aku ngan ain pegi bandar kT same . wah ! Lame giler xjupe budak tu sorang . Well bayanglah , last jumpe 2tahun lpas kot . Maybe its not too too long period, but i still , kawan ngn kawan nie tahulah macamne . Lagi2 hidup berasrama macam tu . #SESMA . *kacip douhh*

Hepy dpt sembg2 ngn ye . Banyak cerita, tapi yelah, mase tu sopmo nk jeles . Tak sempat nak sembang panjang2 . Maya join jugak . Jauhnye dari Kuantan . Mujurlah kebetulan mama dia ade something nak kena settle kat kT . so, dapat lar dia singgah sekali . Hehe . Kalau dia terpaksa cancelkan hang out tu aku ase aku redecide dah :D

Okeh , tau tak siapa yang jadi driver ktorg ? Haha . Yes, Hafiz Ghani . Kesian jugak kt dye . Yelah mana tahu takut2 menyusahkan dye . Dahlar umah jaoh . KualaBerang kottt . -.-' Starting nye memg dye xngaku dye drive . "Aku mari ngan bus" "Sungguh" . Pujuk punye pujuk , last2 dye pomm, "hooo ..." Hahaha . Berjaya jugak . Aku ase kalau xde dye memg xde arah tujuan lar . Konfem xbergerak ke mane . Sampai2 kt kT tu ktorg jumpe kt MydinMall blakenye . Barulah bergerak ke PantaiBatuBuruk  .

Nak tau apa yang touching nye ?? Maya celebrated bday aku :') Ya Allah,siyess terharu . Hihi . Thanks Maya . Always make me smile with ur cares ~

 

Ktorang clebrated kt kFc tu lar . Amek2 gmbar ape sume :)

Then, ktorg ke Astaka plak . Maya ngn Afiz ade match bowling . Haha . Finally, u did it Maya . Hebat dua orang nie maen ;)

 

After sume2 tu, ktorang pom balik lah . Eh wait , terjumpe someone tau ! Hehe . Guess who ? Amirul 

Grendewall :D *husband punye Syerah* ade kt situ jugak . Sempat lar jugak jumpe even kejap . Dah macherd dh dye . *thumbs up!* Hehe .

After tu pulak, pegi round2 BusStand after selesai solat kt MasjidPutih . Masa tu Maya dah balik . So  sadd xdapat jalan sama :(

Aku ngn syerah ade lah jugak buy something . Tapi chek xsempat beli . cerewet sket dye tu . Hihi . Kesian dia . Beriya2 nak pegi TTC :D

Ktorg 'kecoh' jugak masa tu sebb bus memg dah ade n lagi pulak sa nak balik awal . So, ktorg pom teros naek and tunggu bus jalan . Masa tu xlar lewat sangat . Dalam pkul 3,4 lar . Mujurlah sempat sampai maghrib . Alhamdulillah .

As a result, im totally happy lah !! :D Jumpe dapat happy2 and suka2 ngan diorg . Hope to see you guys again soon . Selasa nie ade Karnival or something like ceramah kerjaya cam taon lepas kt WismaDarulIman . Aku teringin sangat nak pegi tapi tengoklah keadaan lu . 

Well, aku rase setakat tu saje for this entry . Goodnite dear diary, y.s . Jal jja ! Hakuna Matata . Wish me lark esok nak belajar motor . Alhamdulillah dah pandai sket2 belajar ngn ayah . Thanks ayah :')

Oke then, assalamualaikum . Love u y.s ~

Aumm !! with her love . love u always :)

♥Loveandkisses♥