Assalamualaikum .

Alhamdulillah Allah gave me a strength strength today to write even just a little bit bit tiny tiny about me, myself , and my own . i've read an article from this girl . Allah servant and she is very lucky to get a special and better education than anyone else . a girl . Can u imagine that, a girl in a very beginning stage can talk about Islam more than adults can do ? can u feel the shame as i am ? is it ? no, i mean , she is very young compared to others muslimah or muslims who spread dakwah . well, its obviously once in a blue moon to find this kind of girl . actually, i was recommended by my sahabat to this girl, if u wanna know the details, just visit her blog or twitter or facebook or her video . she used v-log to share ilmu with others :) just click here . http://aisyahshakirah.blogspot.com/

Well honestly, i feel so ashamed and sooo weak compared to her . seriously, my heart hurt so much whenever i'm trying to compare myself with others . :'( Ya Allah , i didn't blame anyone . i wish to be like the other muslimah that can share her ilmu to others . But, i'm still in my own world and still learning about everything . well, i think that i should be myself and the ilmu that i learnt just be enough for myself in need . atleast . *sigh* . just be cool and try to save all the ilmu that i get , rite . insyaAllah .

Guys , whos still studying, stop thinking about your man or commonly as u called your will be imam for your future pls ? . well, that is my opinion as i still can bear and prevent myself from those thing now . who knows tomorrow or tomorrow then i will get myself into that thing suddenly? so, thats y i can't talk too much rite?. i'm just wanna remind you guys, the outsiders about this LOVE thing . im surely 100% you know all this thing . so, no point im gonna waste my time to give my nonsense opinion more rite ? :P eh eh . what is this ? seriously seriously seriously ! frustrated made me down and as u can see, nonsense , miserable and ridiculousness ! :'(

well i have my own problem too . i feel sad and blaming myself for my weakness :'( nobody can understand me except Allah . i praised to Him as he gave me a very beautiful gift named 'mother' . Alhamdulillah . even though i weak, He gave me strength :') Thank You Allah