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So hurts . This is my second time i lost my cats that were truly my bff and my beloved pets all the ways . I'm so weak . The person that mybe had been through this kind of lost could feel what i feel rn . 
I couldn't control the tears that flew on my cheeks . I just mesmerized by my own life with the beloved cats all this time . I didn't caged them of course as i gave them freedom . I just need them to lean my head and a friend to play with cause i don't have any friends at home exc my parents . 

I love my cats . 
But it hurts me when they gone . 

I miss you when i can't sleep , black . 
I couldn't get to get lots of pictures of you before you go :(