"Doa Ketika Dalam Kesusahan"

لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ اللهُ الْعَظِيمُ الْحَلِيمُ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ اللهُ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ اللهُ رَبُّ السَّمَوَاتِ وَرَبُّ الأَرْضِ وَرَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْكَرِيمِ

 21March 2013

10days from now . so get ready yah . 

Assalamualaikum .

 

It get closer and closer from days to days . and my heart tooo , keep dup dap dup dap waiting for some miracle to happen . i guess . i went to bsn yesterday just to look for maktab pin . but , yes ofcourse it's still unavailable yet as the result is obviously still not coming out . so, waiting . that's people called ikhtiar isn't ? 

so the uitm pin too . ptptn ? yes , all after the result . mybe anyone can start apply for the ptptn but i'm not sure i'll apply it for now as ... no one told me too .muehehehe . as usual , soksek soksek my geng told me this this and this then , i'll take my action too . waiting for the kelamkabut habes baru nak gerak . hmm . the point is , can u see how precious the result is ? err . even it's just a piece of paper . *blackandwhite . right ?

i've thought about it so many times . what i've expected to be in university or the same type of college that i'll be in one day . what'll it be ? is it nice ? awesome ? best ? creepy one ? thrilling ? pathetic ? hectic ? or unexpected ? hope it'll be not such a spooky one ! -.-'

i'll try to keep du'a for the best result and the best place to get study after my result this march . yeah for sure it's not easy to find the best best place ever . we have no choice sometimes . so that , thanks to government to give us choice and place to study atleast . if not , where should you study ? get a free education ? hmm . go to other country lah . you have a choice so , u decide .  no free in this world okay ?

hmm . still wondering and thinking . what will happen in university later . am i big and matured enough to be in university ? wah , i'd still remember when i was child . i've thought that i could never step forward to that place . what's playing on my mind that time , just 'waahh . yeah . place for the genius people , for business people , surely they've studied a lot to get in here . how can i get in that high place ?' now then, insyaAllah , if i have the chance and rezeki, i wish to get in university too . who doesn't want to emerge triumphant in their studies isn't ? well education have a brighten future .

Ya Allah seriously im so scared . i'm scared if i become anybody else . getting worse . or common said, shocked culture ! well nauzubillah min zalikk ...i don't want to . i have my islam , my parents and my family as well . i'll be not become recon of ME . MYSELF for sure .

Haaa . seriously i'm get jealous with the others who got straight A's in their SPM . really2 . especially the A++++ . impossible for me right ? but who knows ? was i said 'miracle' just now? hehe . just wait and tawakkal . insyaAllah .

My daily things to do everyday just still the same , nothing's changing . keke . but i just received something from my brother and sister . :3 surely happy, satisfied for getting something new and i succeed to reduce my period of sitting in front of lappy for this 2 and 3 days . muehehe . improvement atleast ? might not be last longer . 

This Thursday is my schedule for my license . ohhhh maii . the stressed one is my bike thing . pls , i don't like it as for sure because i don't know how how how to ride a bike ! cincauu yoooo . saddiss . i have to as my father told me to . yeah , follow what parents said and it's worked for their child one day . good thing ofcourse .

Now i'm watching DreamHigh 1 . err . no no . already finished it . keke . best drama ! i loike . DH 2 ? hmm . not bad . JB from se7en . heh ? but i still don't watch it . busy with my new stuff and whatsoever . My brother and sister went outstation to Bandung for their work . best for strolling around and i'm here just sitting making some 'fats' . my father just told me last night . ah chukaee ! for adding some kilos . might be . :3 he told me to lessen my supper thing . pardon ? well thats my habit , father . sob3 . he told me that i'm getting fat . serious . But what's my action for the statement ? or comment ? none .

because of boring and no-else-act to do, i'm trying to figure out something for my course and studies later . yeah, just checkout something for some english things . here we are :-

http://learnenglishkids.britishcouncil.org/en/tongue-twisters

haha . so fun .

about the course, insyaAllah . please do du'a for me too . i'm hoping for TESL . yeah , for my first choice, i chose ASASI BAHASA INGGERIS at UIAM . Ya Allah , im hoping for it badly . although im weak in english , but i want to learn it till i'll get better . i love english . *muehehe*

by hoop or by crook , i gotta wait for the result first . hmm . nothing else . wordless . oke then . waiting for the next entry . salam maghrib . Assalamualaikum (:

Ohhhh ??? realllyyy ??

Shocking shocking shocking ! gaaah .. i just got an information bout the date of my result , it's 20 March 2013 ! subhanallah . it's really around the corner right ? really really the ... my heartbeat increases ! my body keep shivering ! and my blood also increases ! errr , soo2 nervous and get scarier than i thought . well . can be seen here , if i'm confident with my effort , i don't have to fear or something to think a lot about my result soon , is it ? well , exactly i'm weak . hmm . no need too much tensed right . we do the best , tried the best to get the best , and now we only can keep hope , hope and hope . tawakal pada Allah s.w.t . kita merancang, Allah menentukan bukan ? Allah the rest . but it's still . sape tak takut kan ? the result yang menentukan kat mana kita nanti , well bg aku not toooo much pada masa depan . ade je orang berjaya kebabom even tak masuk U even overseas bagai . well tulah orang kate , rezeki daripada Allah . 'Tuah ayam nmpak kat kaki, tapi manusia kita xthu' , soo semua atas rezeki . kalau kita nak , insyaAllah kita dapat dengan adenye usaha . and now , kita nak tengok dulu apa hasil kita selepas kita berhempas pulas study abes duet sume for 5years niee . berbaloi atau tak ? hanya dua options . YES or NO ? depends (: tapi ofcourselah . no one hopes for disappointment right ? sume nak happy and rasa memang tak sia2 lar belajar and get the best best ever result for their spm . no worries for me pls . mak aihh siyess aku takot . *sigh*

hmmmm ... worrieesss :'(

 big award for my parents as well . Ya Allah , we never lose hope to keep du'a . du'a and du'a , to give the best for us #Batch35 and all 2012spmcandidates . ameen . :') tawakal je skrg nie kan ? for you guys my 35 , hope we can give our sesmacikgu really wide and awesome smile and laughter this 20March . ameen (: takpelah sebulan dari sekarang pom, yang penting sama2 nak ingatkan . kita ade Allah yang always listens for our wants . keep du'a and tawakal . :') see you for the next entry . lailan saidan . salam semua (: