Assalamualaikum.


thinking about ex of course, insanely sucks. no joking tho. how to move on. difficult isn’t it.

how girls’ thought. lelaki senang move on. but lelaki thought, kenapa perempuan senang sangat nak move on. ayat lelaki macam ala2 cair sikit, dah lentok. pastu sangkut. tak nafi pun. memang i’ve experienced this phase. i mean bukan overall based on my experience but of course my friends’ and my friends’ friends’ (ayat cover nak mati)
honestly, hati perempuan memang mudah cair. tapi pls believe, that kalau jumpa perempuan yang macam hard gila, batu, pasir, kayu, memang susah la nak dapat. lelaki kena faham, kalau ada yang macamtu, she’s the one :) 

if you really want her, go get her. dah tahu dia single kan. win her heart and jangan give up. try until you get. yang penting tips dia jangan pernah bosan ar. nak jadikan partner kan? so tahan la. nak dapat dh susah, in sha Allah nanti berbaloi la. macam kita tunggu for something. lambat xpe, asal berbaloi. tapi kena faham jugak, yang penting don’t expect too much. andai kata dia dah dapat lelaki pilihan hati dia, kau kena tabah lah. she’s not the one la tu :D 

so i think from here, lelaki or perempuan just sama je. tak boleh nak kata perempuan lebih setia or vice versa. same. yang penting nak atau tak nak. hati tak boleh nak paksa.
kalau nak tahu orang tu betul ke tak ikhlas dgn kita, dia tak mintak lebih. i mean macamnie lah. two people, boy and girl, be friends. and lelaki tu once confess kat perempuan tu. perempuan tu reject. but sebb lelaki tu sayang kt dia, he’s still be friends with her and tak kesahlar kena reject bagai tu. sebb, sayang tak semestinya memiliki kan ? i think that confession nie memang risiko besar seriously. i’ve been through a lot. rapat, rapat and rapat. then they confess. once kita cakap, like “we should be friends. i just see you as a friend etc” , they they go.

can u see that ? dah move on terus. i think tu bukan move on. tu macam quite tak matang la jugak. mesti sebab kau ego kan ? kau malu sebab kau rasa macam kau bodoh sebb kena reject and kau lari dari dia sebb kau rasa maruah kau dah jatuh kat dia. tipu la tak pernah lalui kan.
oh please lah. aku pun pernah kena reject kot. lek2 je aku kawan. okay jer. sebab tu la kau jangan anggap kau rapat dengan seseorang, tak kira la perempuan ke lelaki ke, jangan pernah melatah. kau ingat bila kau boleh ‘pegang’ dia rapat2, kau akan dapat dia sampai bila2 ke ? u should not have thought like that ! NO ! serious memang betul, bila kita tahu orang yang kita rapat, orang yang kita percaya and always spend time dgn kita dah confess something kat kita, kita mcam , be like , oh please , aku tak suka kau. sebb kau nampak aku bukan seorang kwan. tapi lebih dari tu. mesti kita tak selesa kan or dalam kata lain kau tak suka lah.
so i think, nak elak benda nie jadi macam nie, kau kena fikir dalam2 dulu. jangan terus nak ikut hati tu aje. fikir perasaan orang lain dulu. takut dia kena dapat kat orang lain ke ? if dia nak dapat kau, dia takkan cari lain :) so kalau nak kawan, kawan betul2. i hate la bila kawan then jadi relay nie. sebb turn to negative. tak tegur or be worse gaduh sampai mati. sedih la kan. member kamcing then end macam tu je.

one more, kau pernah tak lalui di mana ada someone adore kau and you could see their efforts to get you ? tapi kau tak expect pun dia nak layan kau macamtu sebb kau memang2 harapkan orang lain nak buat macam tu. kau keep waiting. and u blind yourselves from that person until you only rasa, no worries, there’s still a lot orang nak hargai aku macamtu.
MAYBE kau silap kot. yeke semua nak hargai kau ? bukan ke kau ke je yang duk mengharapkan orang duk hargai kau atas effort kau kt dia ? betul tak ?

tepuk dada tnya la hati tu .
just my 20cents, at least appreciate that ones. we do not know how they have been through. tapi no no. always always always be remember. jangan jadi mudah sangat. as a woman, we also got pride. jangan main sapu. choose wisely. solat istikharah. jangan jadi EASY. choose yang EXPERT. in sha Allah you’ll be the ones :)

wassalam.

The Holy Quran, Surah Al Baqarah 2:185

Assalamualaikum.

such a miserable. first to 4th weeks, desolated feeling and just exhilarated by the certain thing like friends and food. haha 

know what, gotta to handle lots of assignments and do have to submit asap is not a joke. stressful bruh

well that's life of student. chill