I stayed up last night just because of lovely boys EXO. Wow daebak and praised for them .the only domination from Asian !! Oh forgot . Chris lee too . Err what ? Chris lee ? Who's that ? --" forget please . I don't wnna know about her anyway . 

Suho and Kris were the presentative from EXO . The leaders :* They went to Amsterdam , London . They gave their support to their seniors too in London . supershow Super Junior in London . How sweet right . They took selcas with their hyungs and posted on ig . How close they were act.

Then the EMA starts from 3.00 am. The red carpets . Waiting and hoping to be interviewed , no EXO from my sights .  

They were in front lines . Close to the stage tho . 

They were asians . They respected the ceremony as well . They were so polite ! 

Then the Worldwide Act Award . I kept praying eXo will win !! I voted a lot . My hands hurt . Exostans supported them a lot !!! A lot ! We tried our best to make them wins . But maybe the lucky just not in our sides . EXO couldnt defeat Chris Lee. I didn't know . My tears fall automatically . 

Just then i realized how i supported them . How i adores their talents . Oh my i couldn't bear my feeling that time . I couldn't stand how their reactions . Poor them . But we exostans kept voting them #EMAzing EXO and praised ! They were dominated in Social Buzz ! They ranked 1st ! Congrate boys ! 

We love you EXO . Keep fightin and let you guys win Melon and MAMA :) we keep support no matter what . 

Suho DO Chanyeol Baekhun Kai Sehun

Kris Chen Lay Xiumin Luhan Tao

We heart you !

The busy leader :) 

Suho , we want to see you cry in the stage again next year . Ok ? :) and Kris , we wanna hear you give a speech in English again please? Deal ! 

Have u ever heard about ringa linga ? 

Nah for the first time as well when i knew about taeyang's single . Daebak . That song was so cool . Check it out yo . His dance just so awesome meh . He got swag ! Thanks to GD . He supported his dear friend a lot . Others member of Bigbang too . I spotted it in his instagram . Hehe. K then . C ya :) addicted yo !!!

Assalamualaikum . 

Finally . Succeed to move from there . Pheww . Huge sigh ha . 

I don't know what i've done to my papers . No lie ! I just did it without thinking . Blah . I did bio in dreams . Sleepy ruins everything . How dare you syaitan . 

No talk too much . I wanna enjoy my holidays and gonna make a decision about my studies afterwards . Goodnite uols . 

*anaksedaracomey* a.b.a.s. 

xoxo

Oh forgot. Me still mashi . I wont give up to make a coup d'etat. Istiqamah . Bismillah. 

Assalamualaikum .

Tomorrow is the day. It's jumaat . Sayyidul ayyam . Very mulia day as a beginning for this final exam . Pspm (viE) . Very important exam . Must to get 2.0 and above . But , hm . Hard to say that but i know where my place is .

I gotta give the best for the exam . Tried . If i still can't . What can i do . Maybe Allah got the best planning . Kun fayakun . 

Ready or not doesn't need to bear in self, but i need to get ready . InsyaAllah . Usaha , doa , tawakal . 

Bismillahirrahminirrahim . 🌸

Countdown :* next week homie !

Alhamdulillah . Even just a day gap , i still can take some auras from earlier candidates as well lah to know how the muet test will be . Speaking test is the hardest part i think . The annoying one ? Haha . No lah . Chill . Speaking je pun. 

Ok from my roomate today , she told us how she'd been through . Alhamdulillah i think she did the best . Always out for a muet practise rather than me . Me ? Sitting and study alone . Self-studies konon . Hehe 

From there , she did an effort . 

Mine will be tomorrow . Shaking ? Forget all the haters cause somebody love ya . Hehehe . *not related at all*

Trust to Allah . Believe in yourself . You can do it . Ayat biase ler tu kan . Xpe . Tula kata2 yang selalu naikkan smngat kita kan . 

Tension with muet . Tension with studies . Kalau 45/45 xpe jgak . Tp org kata speaking test just 10% . Kalau dah 10% pun mlayang , nak korek mane lagi another marks tu kan . 

Just like my uPs marks yang dh mlayang tu .. 

Waiting and waiting . Home is waiting for me . Can't wait to see the last ink for my pen for this sem next week . Fight ! 

Assalamualaikum

 

Alhamdulillah . My q rai gave a birth last tuesday. 8.9. 2013. Praise to Allah . Congrates to my both bro and sister ;)  This is my little hero nephew . 

His name ? Secret. 

Ok his name is abu bakar al siddiq bin hasanuddin bin abu bakar bin che hassan  . Haaa. Daebak right ? :D turun temurun nama tuu . 

And ofcourse ,as the youngest daughter, that was the most beautiful thing that ever happened in my life. Beautiful.

since i still cant extend my holiday, (nikmat abadi) i cant see my little hero face to face . How sadis . 

InsyaAllah , this raya haji, i might see him :)

Honestly , i want to see him badly .

Alhamdulillah , done bought a ticket. One way for sure. Always like that. But, T_T Ya Allah , my brother went to his work already. Absolutely there might be very hard for me to lay for help from him . Very very sad till i dont know how to describe it. Very hard . And you know very hard to bear this feeling . I miss him . A brother . Ofcourse i miss all my brothers :(

Mum and dad . Ofcourse .